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I am not pretty, I am not rich, I am not genius, I am not good, I am just fine...^-^

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Sunday, May 29, 2011

I am not smart to buy a smart phone...huuuaaaaaa!!!

I just bought a new phone. It's a smart phone. Damn..I think I made a wrong decision and too afraid to tell anyone about this. They might say, "why don't you ask someone expert or do some research before you buy it??!!" Okay, okay.. I am wrong...

Last few weeks, I was out with my brother to buy DVD and I wanted to survey smart phone too but I didn't have any intention to buy it yet actually..just want to do some survey...surveeeyyyy...

I stopped at a smart phone booth in the mall and HTC desire and Sony Ericson Xperia catch my eyes.. There are many smart phones there and looked like they were waving and jumping and saying "buy me, buy me, buy meeeeee!!! T_T

But then, the salesman promoted a new smart phone which I never see/hear before. It's Acer Liquid Metal!!

He keep talking and talking and made me sooo confuse. I have no intention to buy but then slowly my mind changed "yea, why don't I buy it today, sooner or later, I'll buy it too.."

Just because I feel pity to the salesman (who keep talking and talking), so I decide to buy it. I spent RM1000++ for the phone. Damn!!! I really hope to hear a good respond from friends about this phone...

This is one of my weaknesses.... I am easily feel pity to people..and this is not my first time I buy something just because I feel pity to the salesman/woman..Arrrrghhhhh!!!!!

What's on my mind today??

It's kind of weird when you never see or meet the person, but you can't stop thinking about the person. So pelik kan?? Dan paling yang kita tak sangka bila satu hari nanti kita boleh membenci orang yang pernah kita sayang. Berbicara tentang cinta, aku bukanlah orang yang expert dalam hal ni. sebab aku sendiri pun adalah mangsa kepada cinta. 

Apa beza antara kita sayangkan someone sincerely dengan sayangkan someone with passion?? Personally, pada aku, bila kita sayangkan someone sincerely, we will always want that person to be happier than us and the last thing we want to see is to make the person sad. Maknanya kita lebih pentingkan kebahagiaan dia dari kebahagiaan kita sendiri. Tapi kalau kita sayangkan someone with passion, we tend to be selfish. Selalunya kita akan rasa terlalu takut untuk kehilangan dia, dan tanpa memikirkan perasaan dia, dengan tidak sengaja, kita push dia untuk berada disisi kita.

So, which one is better??  Aku seorang yang cepat mengalah. Walaupun aku betul-betul sukakan sesuatu, tapi bila aku rasa jalan untuk dapatkannya terlalu sukar dan tidak memihak pada aku, aku akan lepaskannya...

Apapun, aku masih lagi okay dengan hidup aku..walaupun aku tak peroleh cinta sebenar dari manusia, aku akan berusaha memiliki cinta dari Tuhan yang esa... =)

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

A chicken story

 Farmer Jim lived on a quiet rural highway.  But, as time went by, the
 traffic slowly built up at an alarming rate The traffic was so heavy and
 so fast that his chickens
 were being run over at a rate of three to six a day.

  So one day Farmer Jim called the sheriff's office and said, "You've got
 to do something about all of these people driving so fast and killing all
 of my chickens."

 "What do you want me to do?" asked the sheriff.
 "I don't care, just do something about those crazy drivers!"
 So the next day he had the county workers go out and erected a sign that
 Three days later Farmer Jim called the sheriff and said, "You've got to do
 something about these drivers. The 'school crossing' sign seems to make
 them go even faster."
 So, again, the sheriff sends out the county workers and they put up a new

 That really sped them up. So Farmer Jim called and called and called every
 day for three weeks.  Finally, he asked the sheriff,
 "Your signs are doing no good. Can I put up my own sign?"
 The sheriff told him: "Sure thing, put up your own sign."
 He was going to let Farmer Jim do just about anything in order to get him
 to stop calling everyday to complain.

 The sheriff got no more calls from Farmer Jim. Three weeks later,
 curiosity got the best of the Sheriff and he decided to give Farmer Jim a
 "How's the problem with those drivers.  Did you put up your sign?"
 "Oh, I sure did. And not one chicken has been killed since then. I've got
 to go. I'm very busy."  He hung up the phone.
 The sheriff was really curious now and he thought to himself:
 "I'd better go out there and take a look at that sign. It might be
 something that WE could use to slow down drivers."

 So the sheriff drove out to Farmer Jim's house, and his jaw dropped the
 moment he saw the sign.  It was spray painted on a sheet of wood:


 Go slow.
 And watch out for chicks!


Saturday, May 21, 2011

Hari untuk berpeluh!

I don't like to play sport actually, but I have to play netball yesterday and it was super awesome!! I don't know that sport is really fun..

It's one of the team building activities organized by my department and compulsory to participate. So I have no choice la.. I told the committee that I never play netball, but they said "just play for fun, don't take the game too serious.." so, I played...

And....my team got 2nd place for the game..huyeeeee!!! hopefully they will organize more and more games after this...

Friday, May 20, 2011


So the loser call me ANDARTU?? He think that he can hurt me by calling me that?? Haha, such a loser.. If I really mind about being old maid, I would marry with any guy that my mom proposed before.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011


All peoples have dreams right? So do I. I have a lot of things that I want but I know we can't get all what we want.

Actually, I'm a bit disappointed with myself. I am almost 30 but I still can't do what I really really want. I keep changing job. Most of my friends already have a stable life at my age. I am still looking something that can make me happy and enjoy. I'm not saying my work now is bad. It's good but I'm not enjoy it. I do it for the sake of ...emmm, money I guess. because if I'm not working, I'm out of money. hehe..and I'm not a person who will call family or friends when I need money (that will be my last resort).
This thing really bothers me. It demotivate me to go to work.

So, what is my dream...hmmm.....
There are a few things that really make me happy when I see it. Guess what??? hehehehe...

Cakes, cookies and baking equipment!!!  

Why?? I also don't know why...since I was a kid, in primary school.. I like to play with flour, butter, egg.. when my mother is not a round, I will steal these things, mix them and adding whatever available in the kitchen, to make cookies..and the funniest thing, I fried the cookies instead of bake it..bhahahahaha..because we didn't have an oven back then. So the taste was like...emmm, if you give them to stray dogs/cats, they might prefer to starve until die rather than eat the cookies..and if you throw the cookies on the mirror, it will crack too..gagagagaga!!! Even though my cookies was so baaaad, but I enjoyed doing it.

I don't know how to make  good cake and cookie because my mother don't know either. She can't teach me.
But, last time, I made cookies for hari raya. All my aunts and neighbors said the cookies were tasty and good. *wink wink*..hehehe..

So, I wish, someday..I own a bakery shop..Even though I don't have the skill to make good cakes and cookies, but that can be learned, it's not a problem. That is why I really want to join bakery class. But for the time being, I can't until I have my own house, it's would be easier. Sharing a house with strangers are soooo uncomfortable. My new housemates are not so friendly like my previous housemates =(

Okay, enough for today..here is a picture of a steamed choc cake that I made for my friends..not so good, but ok la..hehe...till nex time.. ^_^

Monday, May 16, 2011

Mumble, rumble...

Haiyak..just now when I was in bathroom, I have a lot of idea to write..now when I'm in front of my lappy, I am so blur...do I have to go back to bathroom or maybe next time I have to bring along notes so that I can jot down whatever come across my minds or maaaaaybeeeee I can pretend that I am in bathroom now..ngeh ngeh ngeh.... =p

Tomorrow is cuti..huyeeeeyyy!!!! Actually it's not a good thing because I have a loooooot of works that I still can't finish..but I really want cuti..huhu..

Hmm, I not an active blogger. I only update my blog when I have nothing to do or I am too bored or I have an idea to write or or or ??? I also don't know......

I know this is not an interesting blog..I dont think people like to read it but I still appreciate for those who visit my blog even though I know most of visitor are accidentally open this blog and after that never come back again....bhahahaha!!

Why most of the time I use English instead of Bahasa here? Some of the Malaysian might say "hek eleeeee, poyo gile minah ni, perasan cakap english pulak" Well, I use broken English. So what?? This is the only way I can improve my writing skill (for the time being la). I haven't use much English after I graduated from school. Yes, I use English at my work because all the documents are in English but I still don't write much..

Okay, enough about that..to be continued.....

Monday is back..shuhh!!shuhhhh!!!!!

I'm listening to 'A year without rain' by Selena Gomez. I'm not her fan but I have to admit that she is sooo cute (like me..muwahaha!) 

Monday is back. huh!! No mood to go to work at all. Friday, please come faster..pleaseeeee...
*dancing mode..just like Selena Gomez in A year without rain* (oh come on Selena..Bieber definitely is not my taste)

Yeaaa, before I lose my mind, I better go to bed..

 "It's like a year without rainnnnn..woooo woooooo woooooooo"

till nex time =)