Feeling

Lately, I have a feeling that I, myself can't describe it. It's really annoying. A feeling that would kill me slowly...
There is sadness inside the happiness. I smile to everyone, but I can't enjoy it. I try to be positive..Yes, I enjoy it..for while.. when I come back to my room, my little world..the feeling will come back too..a kind of lonely..lonely?? I think my life is still okay compare to some peoples, I know I know...but it still bothers me..I have friends, families... Boyfriend? Hmm..Im not looking for a bf now, it will just waste my time, and my money too...enough enough!! What kind of this feeling?? I hate to pretend that I am okay..but of course I also don't like to 'buat muka taik!!' I am adult..I try to solve everything like an adult.. tears won't help me..Damn!!! I really don't know how to get over this BULL**** feeling!!!

5 wishes...

Life is awesome if we know how to enjoy it. I am looking forward for 2011. 2010 is seems not a good year for me. Hehe.. It's okay. Sometimes we will be on the top or otherwise. That is life.

There are few things that I wish I can do on next year...Can be said, my resolutions la..hehe...

1. Gain weight. Hahaha... I lose weight lately. This is not a good news for me even though some girls really want it. I got the thin/skinny/slim/ genetic. Slim is good but not skinny. I don't wanna make peoples confuse. They might think I am a moving skeleton. Hahaha...

2. Travel. Yeah..sounds simple but not for me. I missed so many chances to travel before just because I didn't have a passport, enough money and time. Hopefully this year will be the best year to do this. Weehoooo!! na na na na~~!!!

3. Baking class. Hoho... I hope I have time to join baking class,plus.. I need baking equipments too. But this is not easy because I share this house with some friends. The space is limited for everyone. If only I have my own house, I can do whatever I want to do. No need to think twice. But since I stay with them, I have to consider the others. They might not comfortable. Hmm..will see...

4. Drive. Yes, I want to drive back..InshaAllah..I just need to have a bit confidence..That's all...

5. Miracle. Yes, this is the most I want to see. Nothing much I can do about this, I fought for it before, but I was not too strong to win the situation. I pray to Allah for it... Aminnn...

FS

Hi there... =)

My Maarof

It's has been almost 2 years I stop blogging. I decided to start blogging back when I read my old blog. It's still there...huhu..
I have no idea what to write...
This is just a beginning..A new chapter..

Sejak akhir2 ni, Maarof sangat smelly..dah 4 tahun aku tido peluk cium dia saje..memang la busuk..kesian, aku malas nak mandikan die...