I am....

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Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
I am not pretty, I am not rich, I am not genius, I am not good, I am just fine...^-^

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Wednesday, March 21, 2012

I am...

Dear blog...

I really don't know how to describe my feeling now.

Like something is missing...but I'm not sure what...

Its not a good feeling.

And for some reasons..I feel a bit sad, upset...I want to cry..but there is no tears...

Dear blog..

I know you wont answer me..

But I really need someone to talk to now...

I don't need a commentator..I just need a listener...

Sunday, March 11, 2012

**ustazah mode**

This is my first entry for 2012, I know it has been awhile..

I am still alive, Alhamdulillah.. =)

But I am not feeling well..I had flu and cough, grrrr!!

Well, let start something for this year...okay, I know it's already March..am I missing out here? Hehe..

I have been thinking a lot recently...muhasabah diri in other word..

The ultimate goal for Muslim is Jannah and too bad I am still far from it. =(
But, I am so grateful to Allah that He always guide me to think and give me strength to be a better Muslim. I am not good, but I always want and try to be a good Muslim..I did a lot of mistakes, so when the thing didnt turn out like what I've planned, I only can blame myself and thank to Allah as He always give the reminder to me. He lead me, He guide me. Well, there must be a reason for whatever happened and I am sure Allah has a better plan for me...I pray to Allah that He will keep guiding me...

Everyone make mistake, we are not perfect. But don't use that as an excuse to make mistake. We all should do our best. Allah is forgiven =)