pokok, daun dan angin....

Leaf's departure wasn't because of Wind's pursuit or Tree didn't ask her to stay.
Leaf's departure was because she needed an excuse to find the world of her own.


Wind- comes and goes freely. It may be a strong gust of wind that carries leaf away from tree but how long can wind carry her along his journey?


Leaf was carried away by wind but was also left alone by wind.


Without wind's pursuit or without tree asking her to stay, one day, leaf will also detach herself from tree. Not because of wind, but because she wants to grow into something more...


***The ending of the story of tree, leaf and wind is up to us...***

My own life???

Another day begin at new place. Today I am feeling better. Last night, I have a dream. A bad dream. I was so sad. Hmmm...I am give up now. I can't choose or decide my own life.  Being the single daughter is not a good thing for me like people always think, I AM SO LUCKY..huh??! I can't make my own decision. I am really tired with my own life. I can't predict or guess my future. Yes, everyone can't predict the future. I meant, I even can't see the path. Which way that I might go....

Feeling

Lately, I have a feeling that I, myself can't describe it. It's really annoying. A feeling that would kill me slowly...
There is sadness inside the happiness. I smile to everyone, but I can't enjoy it. I try to be positive..Yes, I enjoy it..for while.. when I come back to my room, my little world..the feeling will come back too..a kind of lonely..lonely?? I think my life is still okay compare to some peoples, I know I know...but it still bothers me..I have friends, families... Boyfriend? Hmm..Im not looking for a bf now, it will just waste my time, and my money too...enough enough!! What kind of this feeling?? I hate to pretend that I am okay..but of course I also don't like to 'buat muka taik!!' I am adult..I try to solve everything like an adult.. tears won't help me..Damn!!! I really don't know how to get over this BULL**** feeling!!!

5 wishes...

Life is awesome if we know how to enjoy it. I am looking forward for 2011. 2010 is seems not a good year for me. Hehe.. It's okay. Sometimes we will be on the top or otherwise. That is life.

There are few things that I wish I can do on next year...Can be said, my resolutions la..hehe...

1. Gain weight. Hahaha... I lose weight lately. This is not a good news for me even though some girls really want it. I got the thin/skinny/slim/ genetic. Slim is good but not skinny. I don't wanna make peoples confuse. They might think I am a moving skeleton. Hahaha...

2. Travel. Yeah..sounds simple but not for me. I missed so many chances to travel before just because I didn't have a passport, enough money and time. Hopefully this year will be the best year to do this. Weehoooo!! na na na na~~!!!

3. Baking class. Hoho... I hope I have time to join baking class,plus.. I need baking equipments too. But this is not easy because I share this house with some friends. The space is limited for everyone. If only I have my own house, I can do whatever I want to do. No need to think twice. But since I stay with them, I have to consider the others. They might not comfortable. Hmm..will see...

4. Drive. Yes, I want to drive back..InshaAllah..I just need to have a bit confidence..That's all...

5. Miracle. Yes, this is the most I want to see. Nothing much I can do about this, I fought for it before, but I was not too strong to win the situation. I pray to Allah for it... Aminnn...

FS

Hi there... =)

My Maarof

It's has been almost 2 years I stop blogging. I decided to start blogging back when I read my old blog. It's still there...huhu..
I have no idea what to write...
This is just a beginning..A new chapter..

Sejak akhir2 ni, Maarof sangat smelly..dah 4 tahun aku tido peluk cium dia saje..memang la busuk..kesian, aku malas nak mandikan die...