My own life???

Another day begin at new place. Today I am feeling better. Last night, I have a dream. A bad dream. I was so sad. Hmmm...I am give up now. I can't choose or decide my own life.  Being the single daughter is not a good thing for me like people always think, I AM SO LUCKY..huh??! I can't make my own decision. I am really tired with my own life. I can't predict or guess my future. Yes, everyone can't predict the future. I meant, I even can't see the path. Which way that I might go....